Thursday, January 31, 2008

BLOODLETTING !!!

God I haven't thought about this song in forever! it really takes me back.....

Monday, January 28, 2008


Update: WE HAVE HEAT!!!! They did fix it- FINALLY.

Weekends..............



This is how I felt this weekend (not really sorrow, i'm not there yet, more sad and isolated).... what the f*@k is wrong with me.... And we're still without heat in the office. They said it should be fixed today but I'll believe it when I feel it!

Friday, January 25, 2008

Gemini


As spring days into Summer pass, comes Alice through the looking glass. For so I dub this changing elf who to all folk adapts herself; So many-sided, versatile that she is different all the while and like a mirror she reflects whatever mood her world expects. It makes a change; is e'er her song. She's everything but nothing long! In not one thing is she a dunce, she often goes both ways at once. Two minds within one body she, for Gemini means "twins" you see- and twins who never once agree! Oh Gemini, what fun you are, what a bewildering quick change star. You were in front beyond a doubt, when speed and wit were given out. You dazzle men, your airy fay, you beckon all them your way. They love you (though illusions pass) Gemini of the looking glass.
UPDATE: Now it's sleeting. Freaking sleeting and i can't really feel my toes. Now I'm gonna die on the way home....... If you're from here, you know what I mean.

so it's 28 degrees right now in Memphis (feels like it's 20) and we are still without heat in our office. Thankfully our back office is warmer due to the fact there are no windows. So right now as I type this, I'm in my gloves, thick ass coat, a scarf, a sweater, a t-shirt, jeans, pajama pants under my jeans, knee high socks, and a pair of thermal socks. I'm still a little cold but at least it's not as bad as it was yesterday. The problem here is we've been without heat since last Thursday and we were told that it would be fixed by yesterday or today. Has it been fixed, of course not. So I'm forced to go back and fourth between offices so I can stay warm. We had space heaters but now we can't use them because it causes us to blow a fuse. Hopefully it will be fixed by the end of the day so we'll have heat next week. I guess we'll see.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Bela Lugosi's Dead

Sorry just listened to this song and i love it, so I'm sharing it.....


white on white translucent black capes
back on the back
bela lugosi's dead
the bats have left the bell tower
the victims have been bled
red velvet lines the black box
bela lugosi's dead
undead undead undead
the virginal brides file past his tomb
strewn with time's dead flowers
bereft in deathly bloom
alone in a darkened room
the count bela lugosi's dead
undead undead undead

oh bela
bela's undead

Good Morning


Even though i woke up late, I woke up in a great mood today. Good morning everyone!!!!

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

P.S.A. from Early Cuyler

I love the Squidbillies.....

Friday, January 18, 2008

Life

Life is a funny thing. To get thru it sometimes is hard enough BUT to live life and truly be happy, that makes it something so different.
Life is precious and you only get one to live. Enjoy every moment and always smile. If you're not happy then change it.....

"Dancing in the moonlight.
Dancing nude in the pale moon skies.
Hair flowing down her back,
caressing her body as she gently moves.
Moving in splendor, the rain starts to fall.
The rain makes her body glisten with moisture.
All sculptured curves showing.
Arms twisting and swirling in a gentle motion.
Laughing at her own excitement she has caused.
Laying down, the rain splashes on her forehead,
to her temples.
Her hair all wet and matted down.
Starring at the full moon.
Laying there for an eternity, or so it seems,
the wet grass against her skin.
Wishing it would rain forever."

(I entered this poem in a contest at poetry.com and it won editor's choice and it got published in a book. I've never had anything published before, it was pretty cool.)

Thursday, January 17, 2008

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The Heart know when to forgive. All is forgiven. Sometimes it just harder to let it go.

Even Angels Fall.....


Sometimes the ones you love most, hurt you in the worst ways. Even if they think it's for your protection or to save you pain. It still hurts. To me this hurts even more! You see them so flawless and perfect… so when they do hurt you, it’s like an angel lost their way and fell from haven. The world seems dark and cold, for a moment anyway. You do what you can to hold it together…. It will get better! The sting only remains for awhile. Trust rebuilds itself, things return to normal and life goes on.